the past sometimes looks better then the future

damn, sometimes the past looks better then the future, well in the sense of memories and people you have lost such as my nana, lol i sit and wounder if she would had told my son the same shit she told me and the rest of my cuzions, lol " get off that tree before you fall and crack your head" "get off the roof" "im watching my golden girls" "zzzzzzz...zzzzzz.....(sleeping)" damn i miss her lol sometimes she would be mean but the rest of the time she was loving, i miss going their in the early mornings with my mom and see her on the couch with my tata reading the paper and watching channel 3 news with the smell of coffee in the air, lol the world seem different back then...but i guess you always have to look forward but the tattoo on my right arm will forever remind me shes with me.................love you nana